Help me please b/c I jst don't know what to do anymore.?

Okay I'm only 14 yrs. old and I live w/ my aunt and grandmother.My moms mentally ill and my dad never there 4 me.I hate my life and all I wanta to is die.I'm always getting punished for no reason and it never is my fault.I wanta go live / my aunt but my aunt that i'm living with won't let me b/c she has custody over me.I like really hate them though.I've been through everything.yes and i mean it.Raped, Abused , anything and I been through it.I can't live here anymore and yes i do pray to God every nite but it seems like he even hate me b/c he never answer my prayers.I have an older sister that's 16 but she only think about herself.I hate her now.I have a friend that's just like me and we're saving up money to run-away.I've saved like 150.00 and she saved up like 200.00 but i still don't know.Please help me b/c I'm like going through stuff.And yeah me and my friend already have a place to stay and know where we're going but I still don't know.I'm like cinderella or something.

Help me please b/c I jst don't know what to do anymore.?
hey sorry to hear that. i think u need a friend add me on yahoo slick1899 ok. we can talk
Reply:wow that's not cool that you are having such a hard time.. i know that right now you feel that everyone is against you.. you have found god and that should be a first step find a counselor in school that you can talk too..maybe its not a good idea to continue hanging out with that friend of yours who also needs help.. try to surround yourself with positive people and remember that people don't like people who don't like themselves
Reply:First of all, me saying 'sorry for U' won't make a damn difference. U've suffered too much and it's amazing that U still believe in that entity called 'God'. Well, about running away, most of the people who have answered are probably right. Need to be old enough to face even a tougher and meaner outer-world. U think U'll be able to get out of this present mess, but what lies ahead, is unknown. Do not think about dying. There are people who will care for U, irrespective of what has happened to U. If U want I can be Ur friend, just mail me at prabhat_dreamz@yahoo.co.in. If U don't, then it's absolutely fine. It's just that U need someone to divege Ur annihialting thoughts to something more sane and realistic. Giving away your life or runnng away isn't the solution. And, yes U shud try to report this to the authorities if possible. Hopefully, they might be of immense help, but before that be sure that U have enough evidence on Ur hands against the people who dragged U to this part of Ur life. Just hope I managed to rekindle the hopes in U. Take care.
Reply:very long question...
Reply:sorry for u. but try to be older enough to find the right decision. u have a long way in front of you. be patient.
Reply:dear 1st get old enough to live alone


i m realy sorry for you


i sujjest you must go to police and tell them every thing they will definately help you
Reply:Sweetie.. first im sorry that at such a young age that u've been through so much.. god hears all prayers and u just have to listen with your heart to hear the answers and it seems like right now your so mad at the world (which is understandable) that your not listening to the signs god is probably giving u..





Sweetie you've survived so much , surely u can continue to survive for 4 more years then when your 18 poof your an adult and can go do whatever u want..





But honey 350.00 wont even get u anywhere.. keep saving ur money for the next 4 years so u can get a car and a place of your own so u wont have to depend on anyone but yourself.. U've been strong enough to handle all this so far.. surely u can handle it long enough to reach ur goal.. to leave as soon as u hit 18..





Stay put.. work hard at school so u can have a good job later so u can take off when ur 18 and never have to look back.. but u have to have a goal and a game plan and right now at 14 , its not going to work.. ur not even old enough to get a job something u'll need to survive.. Tuff it out for right now use your friend as your support system to get each other through for the next 4 years.. u'll be better prepared and they cant make u come back once your 18..





I hope u listen cause im being honest the world isnt as easy as it seems to survive in.. finish school.. get a job.. save your money then bolt when ur 18.. prove to the world that u went through hell and u made it and did everything right and they can all kiss your rear end cause u didnt need them ur stronger then any of them and u didnt have to depend on anyone but yourself to do it and u didnt have to stoop to anyones level to reach ur dreams.. good luck i hope u make the right choices..
Reply:GO TO THE POLICE
Reply:God does love you.just keep praying to Him.others may hurt you but if you really trust Him fully He will help you.He may not answer your prayers right away but that does not mean that He does not care.we must pray for things that please Him.i will pray for you.